So what's the highlight of my day?

JAIMS.

I'd like to type this words right now because I am furious. I tend to forgive people for their stupidity when my fury subsides. I would be typing some nice words about Jaims if I'm not this angry right now, but all I can think of, at this moment, is his inconsideration and...how can I put this nicely...OH, in chinese: 短路的脑神经...

So, what does it mean by "stop making stupid assumptions, i at least tried to learn something more and went to extra help and then I got the manuals, is there something wrong with that? Is there? Just becuz I had no one to share i shouldnt have taken one?"

THAT'S EXACTLY THE FUCKIN' CASE. YOU SHOULD HAVE NOT TAKEN ONE. OR YOU SHOULD HAVE AT LEAST GIVEN IT TO WEI OR ME FRIDAY OR TODAY SOMEHOW. The manual was NOT a reward to your hardwork...despite it often ends in failure...It's something for a group of people to share. OF COURSE YOU HAVE NOT TAKEN ONE IF YOU DID NOT MEAN TO SHARE. Dr. McFarquhar gave this out under the assumption that people would share among themselves. AND YOU FUCKING JUST ADMITTED THAT YOU TOOK IT KNOWING THAT YOU WON'T BE ABLE TO SHARE. And you accuse me of being selfish? Only thinking about myself? LOOK AT YOURSELF.

And again, GET OVER YOUR PITIFUL SELF Jaims. This world does not revolve around you and other people are not obligated to sympathize with your pathetic situations--because the situations are not pathetic! Everybody has problems--with life, universe, and everything. Please stop constantly think that you are the most pathetic victim of the chaotic world that EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US lives in. Again, unless your parents just died today, get over your friggin' self.

I seriously don't know what's wrong with your brain and your way of thinking buh I DO KNOW they are WAY off. Please don't condenscend people by saying "stop making assumptions when you know nothing of me"--we know too much of you. Maybe you think you're friggin' mature buh you're not, you still have LOTS of GROWING UP to do.

Sleep well. I know I well.